i need her to help me... i miss you so much...
like an idiot i look how to get hurt looking at pictures and such
broke another mirror throwing a frame at it ... i need help man....im so hurt its not even funny ... and she doesnt give a damn..but why would she.. i give up on today and tomorrow and rest of senior year.. i simply give up this is all my fault and its all on me im the reason why she doesnt want me why she left me why were not going to prom together and not spending valentines day together and i'll still give her 27 chocolate roses on valentines day and i'll spend my birthday alone and i just wish i had my baby back my girlfriend.... i give up on love on life as of now senior year was over the day she left me and it still hurts even 20 x more as i reminsice and think of how beautiful she is i wish i never did the things i did .... bullshit if god wants us to be together god has nothing to do with this all me i fucked uit up =/ but if she loved me she'd have idk done something =/ i doubt everything now i give up on everyone and everything... no more blogging as of today... its just all depression fuck ck fuck relationships fuck girls fuck everything but her because as angry and sad i may be i'll never see her as anything but my amazing beautiful angel sent to me from god i love you alyssa cedeno and i hope other girls read this cuz bitch i dont want you at all i just want my angel back.. and ill wait =/ goodnight and goodbye blog
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