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And I said to myself please turn around please wake up please text me wait at the door be there for me love me like you used to =/ and none of them happenedbreaking a tear in my own desk I couldn't even put my head up man.
 cant say im tired of this love thing =/ I'd still do anything to have her back even if it was going through this for another couple of months . :l I love you sweety i do =/

This blog wont be enough for today no sleep for tonight is expected why cant she come back :l if i could just hear that she doesnt love me that im just overeacting and being dumb for so long i didnt give in to the whole concept of being in love and now when i do really feel she leaves me and it hurts too much i hate that now she lies to me of all things . i miss her too much and i want to be out of ck already i wont get her back because of how i cant hold my emotions in because of everything ive done in the past but i changed for her and i need her now of all times seeing her everyday does no good for me but neither would not being able to see her
i wish i could transfer i have no real memories in ck just the ones with her they are the only ones that really matter .

i've made an even bigger mistake i told her i hated her i dont mean it of course but its hard to hold my anger wtf do i do? im in love with her and im happy thats it her i love and am willing to give myself to but what do you when that person doesnt want your heart or anything to do with you ... i love you w. all my heart hunny

i wish i would hear it again really dont understand what im going through i miss you babe =/

happy birthday to your pipa.

its stupid i'm waiting for a girl who kisses her boyfriend everyday..

i have yet to do that lol but im not complaining that shes the last girl ive kissed but whats wrong w. me ? seriously.. things need to change and seeing as to how her hobby now is ignoring me . things wont be getting any better. bye bye blog .