No mobile blogging! >=l

Yep, its true apparently i can't mobile blog how dumb is that? i won't be a fucking fag and resort to twitter. -_- whatever its 5:14 am awake pretty early right? well it's because i fell asleep at 9 lol woke up at 430ish Pride is just like water it can be a great yet it can also be a disastrous thing . This blog is just a form of letting things out kind of like writing it on a piece of paper nd burning it except in this case you just write and forget you ever did write and keep going . Why is La boda the first song that comes up on my ipod :l fackers. it's dangerous to give one certain person all of you or to make your mission to make them happy as can be but in that is where you realize no matter what happens to you may it be physical emotional or spiritual damage you were willing to do whatever no correction you are willing to do whatever for that person . of course that person is Alyssa <3 lmao . call me dumb, whipped, for writing this blog and including her but in a way i am shit not only because i think history wins in the end but you don't just let a girl like that go or in my case push her away and i did that. too late to right my wrongs? forgiveness was given but doesnt mean i'll be with her again something i have to carry on my back for awhile at least and it really bothers me day in day out senior year so far- thumbs down. lol deep down everyone including yeah is like ah fuck ck i want to leave of course i want to start a new part of my life in college but damn i'll miss her seeing her veryday even if it was to get a dirty look . or just see her pass by me i knew she was in some way ok...plus you miss the annoying fucks in ck lol I WANT TO LIVE IN MY HUMANITIES CLASS :l me pongo a pensar que chucha hago llorando por una mujer la unica respuesta que me doy es amor . pero isi esto es el amor bueno si quiero pasarlo pero solo con tigo . if you read this good? if not idc like i said before its a way of expression Time for School in a few until then some Dexter ahh :D lol niggas wanna say i'm depressed that i've gone missing bla bla no your just gay (fake id this nd that) sure she's not dead to me ever but with her gone i am missing a piece. and i think this ones a permanent hole because that hole wont ever be filled. "im happy for the next girl".... there is no next girl lol but if there ever is that bitch is going to hate me lmao emotionless george back again. <3 lmao btw dexter is a good show . ! okay fuck off blog !!